I leave the room for a minute, and when I return, someone has taken my seat
My brother gives me my plate, not much food on it anyway.
I go into the other room which has mirrors – I see myself, and I look normal
There is a man named Jessie who is eating with us.
I don’t know him. I suspect that he is there with me, but we don’t speak.
He feels like a stranger. But I think he is supposed to be my boyfriend.
I realize I am in a Criminal Minds episode, one that I remember
I am part of the team. We are searching for an unsub, and we have to clear out the room with the mirrors.
But before that, I am back in that room looking at myself in the mirrors and find that my image is distorted.
It keeps changing, like I’m in a house of mirrors where one second my face is huge and distorted,
another my body is super skinny,
every time I look
a new distortion.
I find my friend with the long blond hair. It appears she is an extra on the set.
We look at ourselves in the mirror.
I ask her if everything looks normal. She does not notice anything unusual.
I am afraid/know I am losing my mind. I feel myself spiraling into that black hole/hold.
I don’t tell her what I see.
We are now cleaning out a small room which seems to be attached to a garage.
I see a commotion and it looks like the unsub escaped through the sliding garage door.
In the dream, I remember seeing this episode.
I watch as Reid chases after him.
I remember feeling it was strange to be in the episode instead of watching it, only experiencing part of it.
Filming is over and they tell me it’s time to say goodbye to my friend.
I find her in the checkout line in a supermarket and she gives me a post-it note with her contact information.
I remember wondering, being confused about a time loop:
how could this be happening now, if the episode had already aired…
but this hadn’t happened before, so it has to be happening now
I find myself trying to get on to an escalator, but instead of working like usual, it rose straight up instead,
leaving an empty space where the bottom step should have been
I follow another cast member up the stairs/ladder to the right
and when I get to the top, there is nowhere to get off
I feel that someone else is controlling the motion now and I continue up, past people on exercise bikes
the ceiling is getting closer and closer and I have to almost lie down so I don’t get squished
I am now horizontal in a normal sized room, but find that I am strapped into this machine that is pulling me around
I’m trying to escape, only one leg is strapped in
Finally a guard comes over and releases me
I remember almost losing my shoe
I walk around and find that there is a checkout counter where we can buy food/drinks.
I look at the drinks in the case, there is apple juice, orange juice, etc. All only half full, all stale.
There are people crowding around everywhere.I don’t know what’s going on.
I hear people whispering “should we tell her?” I ask someone and she says that there will be an execution.
We are all being led outside, forced to watch. I push my way to the front to get out of there.
There is a man who may be after me.
Once I’m outside, I remember that this is a dream and I try to escape this scenery.
I feel myself start swirling and I find myself lying in some grass.
This place looks very strange. There are huge creatures, the colors are very vivid.
They look like huge stuffed animals come to life.
I look down and realize I am holding a small stuffed animal that I brought through the vortex with me.
I realize it is now alive as I feel its claws dig into me.
I am trying to escape from these giant creatures, and I see something that looks like tree branches coming towards me.
At first I think it is a giant spider, but then a kid pulls on its leash and I realize that is is a giant dragon.
I am thinking “Did I really just escape that prison, only to almost get eaten by a dragon?”
So as remember again that I am dreaming, I decide to walk through a tree.
As I get close, I wonder it if will work, but I truly believe it will.
As I enter the tree, I feel the depth of it, I feel its spirit welcoming me, enveloping me
I move through it slowly and as I exit on the other side, I realize I am on the other side of the house.
There are kids playing outside and when the door opens, I realize that I didn’t escape.
It’s the house of the man who imprisoned me. I want to run, but then think that since it is still a dream
Maybe I should face him.
So I walk inside the open door to the enclosed porch
It is dark outside and I see my reflection in the mirror
I look like a younger version of me
I am wearing a pink T-shirt with writing on it and jeans
A wide brim straw hat is on my head
I find the inside door
His very small wife answers. She is short and is wearing bright red lipstick. She seems like a caricature.
She recognizes me and says “Oh, it’s you…”
She says that before she lets me in, I have to apologize to her.
For what, I am not sure.
Then walk through the kitchen. The woman is now nowhere in sight.
I see two cats playing, one of the looks like my cat. It seems that she used to live here.
I continue on to the living room and a see another cat.
There is a teenage girl coming down the stairs.
I tell her that I am here to see her father.
She says that she will go get him
and I sit down to wait.
I begin to feel myself losing the dream
begin to feel my physical body
I try to hold on, but it is already fading
and I am no longer there.
I know the man’s name in the dream
In the dream, I have known him before
now I cannot remember